Last Week was a friend’s going away party, and it was Tim Burton themed. Although I was cheating a bit, I picked out the Cartoon version of Lydia Deetz from Beetlejuice!

I made it all in an after noon. The poncho, the bow (becasue I didn’t had enough hair for the updo) and the sash. Everyone said I looked like a grown up version of her. I’ll take that.

Street Swagger Haman Karn Make up and Hair test shots.

For my eye make up I looked at ‘nebula’ and ‘space’ theme makeup photos to try and get a good idea. I started with Teal on the insides and around the bottom, blue in the center, and hot pink on the corners of my eyes, and then put a light dusting of ‘twilight’ a purpley-black shimmer over the top to bring it all down a little.
Hot pink lipstick and tons of mascara with severe blushing on the my cheek bones.
And then my hair was super volumized and curled, and then topped with a crown of spikes!

Don’t forget the shutter shades!

New hair colors! I’m slowly getting the hang of his bleaching stuff lol! thought I’d put on some makeup and shoot some silly pictures! Enjoy!

Superman shirt made by me
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“If you bore me then I’m comfortable
If you interest me I’m scared
My attraction paralyzes me
No courage to show my true colors that exist
But I want to be the real thing
But if you catch my eye can’t be authentic
The one’s I loath are the one’s that know me the best

My makeup’s all off
Who am I?
The magic’s in the make up
Who am I?”

No doubt- Magics in the makeup.

Lately I’ve been struggling with an identity crisis. I feel like I don’t know who I am any more. I feel ugly, and unsure of myself like I never have in my life before. Make up is my Mask, to hide my true colors. When I wear it you can’t tell how I’m feeling becuase you can’t see the real me…

But underneath it all, who am I really?

I don’t know anymore. I just don’t know.